All too complicated...

I wish things were easier. At the moment everything that I try to do seems to be so complicated. I try to think of plans for something nice to do, but its all too dificult. I think that I am being difficult as well which doesn't help matters. I also need to get on with my revision or I will fail my exams. If I sat them now I would well and truely fail, as some of the formatives have shown me. However, I am beginning to think that failing mught not be such a bad thing. Not that I want to fail. I desperately want to pass, but not everyone is going to pass. One of my friends is resitting. She is really clever and she works really hard and she still failed. I can't afford to fail though. There is no way that I can resit this year. So I guess I had better carry on revising, or perhaps sleeping is the better idea now seeing as we have lectures tomorrow.